Crash Rickshaw

Reached the top
Found out that there's nothing there
So I ask myself
Where do I go from here?
No one knows my heart or where I need to be
I can't sit yet
Stay contentment, please don't leave my heart
Peace of mind don't go yet, I've traveled far
Over many mountains to find what's good
Because life is precious when it's understood
I hit the road
With Psychology and Intellect running
Under my blood
None of it matters when I'm dead
So what is true?
They all can't be
Then I found the truth
He was right before my eyes
Now I have contentment
It fills my heart
Peace of mind consumes me
It wasn't far
As I looked to Jesus
I found who's good
My life is precious now it's understood

Artist: Crash Rickshaw
Album: Crash Rickshaw
Song: When

solid as a rock

I have decided,
I'm gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deceiver,
I'm gonna live what I believe.

I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just cant cause I'm not able.
I'm gonna leave it to the lord.

There's a wealth of things that I profess,
I said that I believed,
But deep inside I never changed;
I guess I'd been deceived.

cause a voice inside kept telling me,
That I'd change by and by,
But the spirit made it clear to me,
That kind of life's a lie.

I have decided,
Im gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deciver,
Im gonna live what I believe.

I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just cant cause Im not able.
Im gonna leave it to the lord.

So forget the game of being good,
And your self-righteous pain.
cause the only good inside your heart
Is the good that Jesus brings.

And when the world begins to see you change,
Don't expect them to applaud.
Just keep your eyes on him and tell yourself,
I've become the work of God.

I have decided,
I'm gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deceiver,
I'm gonna live what I believe.

I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just cant cause I'm not able.
I'm gonna leave it to the lord.

"I Have Decided" by Amy Grant

Lean not to your own understanding.

"To Whom It May Concern"

So hold your head up high and know it's not the end of the road
Walk down this beaten path before you pack your things and head home
At the end of the road you'll find what you've been longing for

I know 'cause my feet have the scars to show
I was lost with vague direction and no place to call home

It's time for you to press on
This is not your war
Set your sights to North and press on
This is not your escape
Wash way what they thought of you
Because in this place, we're all as good as dead
...end cycle...

Behind the mask you'll find yourself alone
It's not the end of road for you


-- from Underoath - Define The Great Line